Okay, I detoxed, NOW WHAT??

How in the hell am I going to face THIS every day?

How will I face reality without Xanax?

The very thought of going back to work without my morning Suboxone has me paralyzed with fear.

How do people do this shit?  Do they really do it without anything?  I mean really.

Do I really want to feel?

God, please don’t let this be my “new normal.”

Feeling all of these feelings is overwhelming.

My soul feels hollow.

Constantly thumbing through my thoughts hoping to find something that will squash these emotions.  Yuck…they disgust me.

I am a disaster.

My soul feels hollow.

No way, this is how the lady next door feels every day.

How about my sister-in-law that makes everything look easy.

What am I doing wrong?

What am I doing wrong?

help me…



Author: Recovery Reports


3 thoughts on “OKAY, I DETOXED, NOW WHAT??”

  1. One of the most dangerous things you can do to yourself is to compare yourself to others. Try to remember you are unique and will tackle things in your own unique way. And, a hollow soul has greater opportunity to be filled with beautiful things, all of your choosing. If your soul is already full, nothing new can come your way. Just a thought

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